I am a Friend

Merry Christ-mas everyone!!! This Christmas has been the most interesting Christmas ever . . . I had family emergency going on, (which actually is still going on), I had to put my cat of 13 years to sleep (very sad), and then I got a new kitten (names Bella). Now despite all the drama that has gone on this Christmas, one thing hasn't hit me: depression. And that has been the grace of God! I never broke down once. I only shed a few tears when I handed my cat over and watched her being taken away. But God held me up and I never felt emotionally overwhelmed and felt peace the whole time.

All what has been going on, has only showed me: how awesome my family is and it has also brought me more deeply closer to the Lord. I feel like I am beginning to understand His personality so much more. He is not just my father and "The Lord", He is my friend who cares for me and I really am starting to more so understand that song: I am a friend of God.

My new kitty "Bella"

The Change

Everything is changing. My thoughts and my heart are changing. I can actually feel the growth. It's creeping into my slowly but surely.

Wow, I've never felt like this. Success is sure to come! :-)

GET EXCITED!!!

God is about to do some great things in my life! I can feel it. I am so excited.

I'm really in an excited mood right now. Maybe because I heard an awesome sermon in church today. One I really needed and that lifted up my spirits. That's probably why. :-) :-)

Well that's all that I pretty much have to write. Not much today. Just I am in a very very very happy and joyful mood. I'm not letting anyone take my joy!