God, His Word, and Me

Instead of Me, Myself and I; I'm switching over to God, His Word, and Me. I'm about to get more real, more honest, and more human than I've ever been. I've always been kinda reserved and shy and not let out the true me, especially to people I don't know; but how can I tell people how it is, if I don't let out all of me and let them see me as genuine and actually caring for them and their needs.

So realness is here . . . and get ready for a new blog look. I kinda like the black but I'm changing up the name. It's a new year . . . a new year of change and re-arranging.

Can you hear me?

OMG . . . I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing with my life anymore. All I've been doing for the last few days is praying out my purpose. I know the Lord is speaking . . . I just cannot hear Him. I am looking at my resume' and at my experience and I seem all over the place. I know where I am now is not where I am supposed to be because I am living under the Deut 28 curse and not the blessing.

It's time for a major shift. I am applying for jobs and still cannot find direction on where to go and what to apply for. I don't want to keep making mistakes and make a mess of my life. I'm only 24 years old. Too old to be acting stupid and too young to have to deal with this stress.

I know the Lord is speaking and I know He's saying, "Listen my child . . . can you hear me?" And I'm over here like . . . "um Lord, . . . no, I can't hear a thing!!!" I don't even know if I want a career! I just wanna do what He has called me to do. When I'm married, I'd like to stay home.

So I am putting up a prayer not only for myself but for those who do not know what they are called to do right now and who are frustrated in the place they are currently because they are not where the Lord called them to be.

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the thoughts and plans that I have for you, says the Lord, thoughts and plans for welfare and peace and not for evil, to give you hope in your final outcome (Amplified Bible)