Today Would Be A Day . . .

Today would be a day for crying and screaming . . . but since my eyes tend to be dried up these past few years due to my role of helping everybody else with their emotional issues and forgetting about mine, it seems I'm past crying these days. I guess it's ok. I don't like to cry anyways. It is quite an emotional drain.

The circumstances still look bleak . . . so now I have to stretch my faith . . . what does it look like versus what God said about me. Well God never lies so the situation is lying which means I'll be speaking a lot to it these next few days.

I love business minded people. They just lift my soul. I heard something halarious on a show called "Who wants to work for Diddy?" This one person said to Diddy, "You have a dream and I want to help make that dream come true." Now I found this funny because they are fighting to fight for someone else's dream, but what about their own dream? That is being poor minded. Yes jobs are good to get you started but I definitely don't plan to stay at one my whole life. I have a business on the side, and once it takes off I'm retiring. I'm an independent business owner which means if I take a vacation for a month and don't touch my business, it still builds without me being there. That's a real business owner, if someone has to be there for it to carry on, that means you are self employed. Quite a difference.

I want to get away, a place where no one is. I want to just get away, get a hotel, take some long beautiful walks beneath the trees, and dream . . . Today would be a good day for that.