Since the last time I wrote, I have been in the presence of God A LOT. Either teaching tapes, or worship music playing. And I can honestly say this; the next time anyone asks me why I am not dating or do not want to be married, I will say this:
I am at the perfect place right now. I am so happy! and that's legit! The more I am in the presence of God, the more I feel loved, and loved, and loved. I just watched the 'Bachelorette' reunion (yeah I sometimes watch that show - and no I am not proud) and it made me think about three particular couples who were involved in this season and the most previous season of the 'Bachelor.' I looked at how those men and women were glowing and they all had VERY different personalities and each relationship was completely different from the other. And I thought about it, . . . I have that glow! But with the Lord. A friend came to visit me the other day and when I told him I was happy to not be dating and in a very happy state, he put his head down and smiled like, "oh she's just saying that because she hasn't found anybody." That make me laugh because I am truly the happiest I've ever been and feel more fulfilled and more embraced than I've ever felt. Not saying humans don't sometimes need a human hug because God works through people on this earth to minister to each other. I just am so happy and so blessed and just on top of the world. Yes life is hard, yes I am going through bull crap right now and am in the midst of tests and trials. But I feel like He's by my side. Even when I don't feel He's there, He always shows me that He is. I am incredibly blessed and favored and SOOOOO happy! He is so good to me. I am so in love I cannot express it . . . in love with my boo boo buscuit! The Lord!!!
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